i don’t know if I just feel more intensely than others, it always seems that way to me. Or if I just don’t cope the same as others. Well, I guess I do sort of cope. But, I just…. right now I just hate emotions. The attachment to other living beings, the guilt I feel for certain things blab blah, I’m feeling it all right now. It’s to be expected right now, but that doesn’t make this any easier.