I’m really, really fucking stressed out!
I’m meant to Be going in for surgery after the weekend.
I caught a cold last week. I hoped And prayed I’d be rid of it.
I’m not. In fact I think I’ve caught another fucking cold.
I cant do this again. I can’t do this build up to it all again. I just can’t. I just fucking can’t. Jesus! I can’t believe this I’m gonna have the cancel. Fuck. Fuck.
I’ve had a stressful week chasing shit up, so all this can go ahead. And I’m gonna have to cancel. I just can’t do this again. Just shoot me.